Montana Massachusetts Missouri Mississippi Maine

THIS IS IT FOR YOU ALL TO SEE. MY MOTHER ISN'T VERY HAPPY ABOUT THIS, MY TEACHER TOLD ME TO DO IT, OR MY BROTHER IS CRYING ABOUT IT.

I remember lying on the floor.

Hand on my crotch but it had a strange clammy weightiness to it, and I realized it was a rubber hand.

Pinned a passementerie horrible on my crotch, like the one Auntie Hilda had in the front rooms.

[I enjoy it and at the same time feel threatened by his competitive eagerness.]

This was my "choose your own adventure" novel, and I had to choose whether I was hit in the stomach with blood coming out in Montana or on the floor with my arms pinned down being groped in Maine.